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WITH CAPITOLS... you know it's gonna be bad!

i have decided, i hate being a girl. absolutely hate it. and really dont care what boy reads this... its my journal.. get over it!

being a girl sucks. we go through more pain than anything. sure guys have it "rough"... providing for the family, asking the girl to marry them, and sometimes being the rule maker in the family.. but really? that's it? BOO!

girls on the other hand.. O MY! freaking periods, childbirth, menopause(if you can't tell i am bracing myself!), (dont forget being emotional comes with that!) dealing with children all day, changing dipers, cooking, cleaning, etc... what a life we have to live!! the worst part.. the stupid pain we go through!

right now i want to curl in a ball and die. my back is killing me, and my tummy feels like i am gonna vomit (now it doesn't help that i went running with my 10 year old niece and she kicked my booty!) but hey... whoever said exercise helps.. was WRONG!

HONESTLY... i love exercising.. no.. i love swimming. and miss it. a lot. cause it made me feel SO good during these times. although it was a pain to deal with, i never felt this stinkin sick. ugh! angry!

also, because last week the stupid flu decided to approach my body, i missed school... which put me back days in graduation, and now, i have to start staying SUPER late.. like till 10pm just to graduate by may. GOODBYE social life... hello adult life! dont get me wrong though, i LOVE school so much, so really.. its no big deal. [ i'm just being a bit dramatic.. it happens!]

let me tell you... school is AMAZING! i absolutely love it. i am so glad i chose to go to school and make this my profession. i love it soooo much. i have such good friends there and a family who supports me and just the best missionary experiences you could EVER imagine. yep, its super fab!

well, this post is dramatic enough for you. i am done. and p.s. this wasnt to bash on men, i love men. they rock. one day i hope to marry one like my dad. let me tell you.. my dad is one heck of an amazing guy! he is honest, kind, loving, a super hard worker, always does what's right, cares about each one of the kids, grandkids, and inlaws, shows me what a real man is, is such a worthy priesthood holder, and all around a great man! in the words of craig cambell, my dad is a "family man!" :

(talking about his family):
they're the world my world revols around
my sacred piece of solid ground
the flesh and bone that gives me strength to stand
they're a fire in my driving on
the drive behind my coming home
the LIVIN BREATHIN REASON THAT I AM...
a family man!

i sure do love that song. and sure do love my dad!

see guys, this post turned out happy.. i just had to vent for a little!

love you dad! :)